To Be One Thing?

"To be one thing, I need to be everywhere and everything ! That is my sense of truth.."
*Friedrich Nietzsche*

Like Nietzsche says,
I also think the universe is a whole , being a part of it makes you only a part of it.

In this limitless time and space object soup, in order to sense the real existence one should be everywhere and everything, even maybe through all times!

After coming to that great sense of existence, what else is left to experience?
Not existing?

Are Human That Important?

Some philosophers and thinkers point that the problem of the human is they overvalue themselves, we always think we are the centre of the world, the locations are just settings,other people are just side actors, but when we see our screenplay doesnt play itself out as we plan we realise nobody-nothing is aware of our screenplay, every single thing-piece in the universe goes along by its core,by its own nature as we all do.

We eat, keep away from cold, question ( thanks to our superior brain activity )
Isn't that our main difference from animals?

That is where my disappointment shows itself, to be a puppet of the universe, not to "own" anything, even our character comes from our genes, our family shaped us, our friends, the ones that we loved effected us dramatically. I love the saying " We are sum of all the moments that we lived" afterall we are a genetic mass and an individual who took its shape from the moments of our lives. It is very normal to get bored from that act, all the things that happen without our control..

As they say " Love is sharing the weight of existing with someone else"
-Yes, we creepy people try to load the weight to some things, sometimes passing time with daily crap or sexual affections or can't find any time off our works.

So, What's our difference from animals?
Eats whatever it can find on the hills, has sexual encounter with opposite sex when given the chance, gets in a fight with some other animal when has its nerves pushed.

Aren't the works,jobs we pursue constantly HUNTS?
Aren't candle-light dinners, romantic gifts,eye blinkings a kind of sexual-romantic foreplay?
An animal searches for a cave when we get electric heaters to keep away from cold.

Like I said, everything in the universe has its own core, and does what this core "says".

A stone stands still.
A bird flies.
An ugly person loses self-confidence
A beautiful one develops self-confidence
( Exceptions has their own core-reasons)

Maybe the most famous question is : What is our goal ?

I dont think we have a goal worth mentioning, the thing they call happiness is just a temporary satisfaction to our endless needs and just a momentary illusion, a more complicated one than what animals have..

Life As A Draft!

Whenever i think of a single explanation for my life, i come up with this set of words : "Life As A Draft". In fact i think that is the explanation of every individuals life, existence comes with limitless numbers of possibilities and variations, when i was a kid i liked to draw lots of parallel vertical and horizantal lines and named them "place" and "time" then imagined myself in some spot of this square gallery, that is where i am was my final consideration. But there were limitless other variations that i could find myself in.

Time and space!
Well, what about the objects and people?
Any spot in this time and space possibilities comes with its own object and people opportunities (maybe disasters).

So, our lives are just a kind of sketch for me. Not the ideal one, not the errorless one, whatever we do, whatever we choose has its own consequence of losing another variation. We just draw something, write something on a blank paper ( that we call a lifetime ), we create a draft, something far away from a perfect thing, lets come to the question: -anything that exists can be perfect?- Or lets ask a question that is asked in so many other ways in religions or philosophical approaches : -Will we get to have another blank paper?-

What "Waking Up In The Universe" Means To Me

I feel like i woke up in the universe and i do not remember when and why i slept or if i even slept? There seems to be no choice but to live this consciousness, i like to question and learn much before i go to sleep again and before i see the closing credits of the movie of my life that consists my life memories,thoughts,happiness,sadness and much more.This is my movie!